Today feel bored like hell today so i just feel like my blog needed a change of skin?Total make over!Lols,hmm i talk like as if my blog is some sort of human.Well,even blog need a change of clothes,i mean skin.Hahas.But i also don't know why i would choose basketball as my new blogskin.
Hm,just thinking of basketball,there's so much memories inside of me.There are happy and also unhappy memories in my basketball life.But 2 years ago,i already given up my own path in basketball.I don't know that is it a coincidence or fate trying to play a fool on me,but at night my father found and bring back a basketball.Is fate trying to play a fool on me?Trying to push me back to the world of basketball?Should i even go back to the world of basketball?The cruel of the world of basketball.
Am i too kpo to even think of trying to help solve this problem?Even at the risk of them hating me?But can i even just stand by and not try to stop this from happening?Even though i am not the only one in the class to know this problem,but i am the only one in the class who clearly know what is going to happen in the future if i don't put an end to it!But can i?I don't think i have the ability to do so.Or should i just turn a blind eye and treat it like nothing had happen?
Yesterday someone said something to me in msn which i least unexpected that she would say those kind of things to me.She ask me to go back to last time when we are friends and don't be scared of her.Hm,but if things are so simple like this,i wouldn't have choose to try to avoid her as much as i can in school?It's not that i am scare or what.Just that i don't want to rise her hope too high and then fall and hurt herself badly.
I feel that i kinda losing myself more and more easily in school nowadays.I kinda getting easy to lost in thought in classes easy.But what am i actually thinking in class sometime i don't even know.At time i think i am thinking of nothing?Maybe i am training for martial art,hahas!The highest level,to think of nothing in fight!Hm,since when did i become a martial artist?