Very tiring day.I been trying to stay awake the whole day during lecture.First lecture is IC,want to joke around then kena scolded by Tan.Don't care also,who want fuck with him=P.I got 20/40.Hmm,i didn't expect i would pass.I thought i would fail badly for this test,didn't really study much for it.Well,better then nothing,at the very least i did pass!Ms Joyce also told me that i passed my AC theory test.Today test also quite okie.Can't say it's very bad,but i did remember how to do it.Just that i forget to brush the balance before weighting.Hope teacher never notice i didn't brush!Muhahaha,feel so evil.But i having test also tio shoot by Ms Lim!Well,don't care lah.Happy-Go-Lucky Benjamin.But there are still time whereby i will still lose my cool,must control my temper harder now.Somehow i am losing my temper easily,but don't everything burst out can le.
There seems to be so many things happening around me.I seem to be suffocating by all those problem.But i really can't just stand down there and do nothing.When the problem is right in front of me,i can't just let go of it and just don't care.Even though eunice told me not to care about their problem,but i am not the kind of guy who would just treat nothing has happen and get on with life when the problem is right in front of my face.I can't just let them destroy their own friendship.No matter what i will try to save the problem.I won't just let go of it so easily.I know i am not some saint,i can't make everybody happy.I know i am also not some peacemaker who can make peace easily,i feel like i am more like a chaosmaker who go around bringing chaos to people.I failed to try to help ethel,i admit i really fail.I am not sure what will happen in the future if i just don't care about it?SiewSuet once faced the same problem too.She quarrel with ZhiWei and their 5-6 years of friendship ended because of some problem which SiewSuet also never tell me,or i forget.Hahas.I couldn't really help her at that time,anw i don't really like ZhiWei also,almost everyday get beat by her.But i still can't stand by and let peixin and eunice friendship end like this.But can i even do it?I feel like my world suddenly become darken.Let hope all the crap in our class can end well.My too of cos!I don't really wish to do things the harsh way,i don't wish to hurt anyone feeling...