Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Hais,i think i really lost my cool today?Even though this time when i lost my cool,is not angry but it's still a bad thing bah?I not sure how long am i able to force that smile out of me in class and in front of friends?Some time i just wonder if i am able to laugh out naturally and not fake le ma?No matter how much i press down my emotion,maybe one day i might lose control once more.Memories keep flowing through my mind this afternoon.Happy memories,sad memories,all the memories that we shared together for the past 2 years.Maybe i just can't get used to the life without you anymore...