I feel like i am trying to escape from the truth.I am living in a world of lies,every single lies seem to be created by me.Nothing in my world is real.Maybe i am trying to escape all the truth in front of me?Maybe it's more harder for me to face lies then truth?I forget how many years i hasn't been true to my feeling?Even when it come to feeling,i also had to lie and hide everything.Maybe i am really just not the kind of person who's able to speak his true feeling and emotion face to face?One day when i will able to tell you the truth,but i am not sure if that day would ever come.
Spend all my time all afternoon probing and probing about things.If i should ever tell you the truth ma?Hmm,i am not ready yet.Let's just continue escaping and escaping ba.I don't care if people is going to say about me.