I thought about lots of things today because there wasn't really much people today at work and i wasn't smsing and so i got bored.Went out to the sea and sit there to enjoy the sun?Well,it's really damn cold inside the coffee shop.After talking to my maple mom just now at msn,this is my conclusion about all the thing i think today.I think about my past,my present and my future?LOLs.
Some time i really wonder this about guys.Before you get this girl,you do whatever shit that you can think of just to win her heart.But after getting her,as days goes by you start to suddenly treat her like a piece of shit after you got her?What the hell is this?Before you stead you say you love her until want die?After stead become want kill her?For god sake,if you really love someone,shouldn't you care and treat her good even after you stead?I can't say all guys are heartless,but most of the guys are heartless.Why can they suddenly change heart so easily after steading?Who fault is it?God fault?Or man fault itself?Are guys born to be a flirt?Maybe only we ourself guys have the answer?
I think about my past.If those days i were to just not ask so much would i have quarrel with ZhuZhu?If i were not to care so much about her,i won't have even quarrel with her?If i were just to not think so much would she have change?If i didn't ask her for stead would she be unhappy now?Would she still be my ZhuZhu now?Would everything not change and i would still be her friend?Then i wouldn't have need to break with her so that she could be happy again?But at least it has all ended for her.Hope she'll be happy now.Lastly,no matter how much sorry i say to her it'll never help because i can't give her the happiness i promised to her.
My present.Nothing much really.Really happy about my own present,and looking forward to the future.
My future,i think the only future i can think is what's going to happen 2 years later and what will happen to the both of us during this 2 year period.