No matter if you are holding the hand of the one you loved or not holding their hand.Be it giving happiness or giving blessing to the one you loved.Be it you are with the one you love or the one you love being with other.This all doesn't matter,as long as you are able to see them happy,that's what that really matter in life!I think what really matter in life isn't really about being with the one you love,but the most important thing is that you are able to see their smile on their face.Seeing that he/she is able to find their happiness in life.So what if you don't get to be with them?Does love really mean that you have to be with the person you love?Some time being together will only cause them pain.So why not choose to see them happy rather then be the one to hurt them?
I think i don't have to dwell on this problem anymore.I don't know why but today when you suddenly sms me saying that am i serious about forgetting you,i don't know why i actually said those thing suddenly without even thinking and i just send without even thinking!Damn,don't know what i was thinking at that point of time.But it just confirm my own decision that i am not bluffing myself by deciding on that thing,but i am serious about it!
My handphone spoilt!Argh!If not i don't think i will on com for the rest of this week.Damn it,need to save money from work to buy new handphone.Wonder what handphone i will buy this time?Touch phone maybe?Or not?Because i think i will message like a snail if i were to use touch phone?Won't be as fast as i message like i normally do.But what to do?Hais,stupid!Message halfway only suddenly screen blank.Sians,i can hear my message tone,but i just can't on back my handphone.I almost wanted to smash my handphone into pieces.
I feel like somehow i am blogging more than once in a day sometime.Maybe it's because my thoughts is running around my mind too much that i need to spit it out somewhere?Hmm,my blog is my rubbish bin for my own thought!Hahas,but i know there're still thing i can't blog about.
To Ahwan:Sorry that day sms you halfway i didn't reply,cause too tired le.About what you said that day.Sometime being strong don't mean that the strength must come from yourself only.Why must you be hanging on so painfully over thing?It's doesn't mean that you don't say thing out and bottle everything by yourself and act as if nothing happen means you are strong!It'll only show that you are more weak!It doesn't mean that you can't be strong even when you tell people how you feel!Admit that you are weak don't mean that you really are weak.Admit that you are weak mean that you are strong!Because you dare to admit that you are weak and dare to face your own problem to people,this prove that you really are strong on the inside!Not just acting strong as your cover only!Even if you yourself alone is weak,doesn't mean that you can't get strength from friends?You think your friends are there for nothing?Lijuan isn't there for nothing?Likewise for the others.They're your friend because of a reason!And friends stick by each other no matter what.You think this 4 to 5 years of friendship are nothing?Don't think so bah?Where's the strong AhWan gone to?Even though i can't make a different for you to see,but trust me hope is always there!You will see the guiding light to lead you out some day.So are you going to give up now?I thought the ahwan i know isn't someone who give up in thing so easily d?Like i say,if you ever need a listening ear,i will always be here.If you need a shoulder for you to cry,i will find bengjie or i will bring my bag down=P.Hahas.OK?Stay strong!