Somehow i don't know what to do now.I know the truth but i choose to escape from this fact to try not to hurt her even more.Maybe it's right,i can run for now,but i can't run forever.I still have to face it one day.I thought by escaping she would forget me soon,but maybe i was wrong.Why do i still go ask her if she still got feeling for me when i know that she still does.Hais,i really feel the burden on my shoulder is getting more heavy.Feel like i am suffering a mental breakdown again.But if anything were to happen to her what i am going to do?Feel like everything is my fault.Why should i even stead with her in the first place!Damn it!ARGH!NANCY PLEASE BE OK! =(,
Today someone make me feel like i could share the burden with people too.I been carrying everybody burden on my shoulder for too long and i thought maybe i could share with people.But now i think i shouldn't.
Memories to be remember forever.Promise to be kept forever.You promise that you would try to be happy.You owe me this promise for life!No breaking!
Current Mood:Super bloody moody...