Time seem to fly whenever i am with you.Some time even talking to you,time seem to fly too.Are you able to manipulate the time in my world?But today is freaking long day for me.Was it because i keep checking my handphone all day?Hais.
I miss you even when i am beside you.I think of you even when i am messaging you on the phone.Am i still who i am 9 months ago?I am kinda used to seeing your back and i don't know why.Whenever i see your back,i see so much sadness and pain that you are carrying on your shoulders.I want to help take away those sadness and pain on your shoulders.I rather be the one to carry those sadness and pain that you are carrying on you.Also i want to stand behind you and support you forever,hoping that you would be happy every single day.Hoping the one holding your hand can give you the happiness you should get.
I am buying a new handphone tomorrow.Think i will buy LG Viewty Smart.
I dream of what will happen to us in 2 years later.If that is going to happen,i think i might as well suicide now first.
Maybe Ahwan is right,let's leave everything to fate.Even though i always believe that destiny will always be in my hand,and i can control it.But i really don't wish to fight for anything now,i just left everything to my own fate.