Hais,was thinking about how to help yesterday on my chair.Thinking all night and didn't even realized that it was already morning.Really don't know what the hell is happening to me.But somehow it really hurts so much time and time again when i know that you're sad but couldn't do anything to help.Really hate it.Really don't know how much of this i could handle anymore.I feel like i am breaking down faster then i expected.Not sure if i even could last till the end of the year ma.
Current Mood : In a pain that no words can explain.
There's so much things i had in mind which i know i couldn't say it out to you.And i am not going to do so too.