It's getting worst day by day and i don't know how much time i am left with.How long more can i hold back it?
I kept having image of that.I promised you i won't think too much,but the images just keep rushing into my mind.It's really driving me to my limit.Don't know if i can hold on much longer ma.Somehow i feel like there's a wall in between us after all the things that happen.
I yearns for you to be by my side during the pain,but i know i can't tell you.I have to act like i am fine while talking.Not going to drag you down!
TOMORROW SCHOOL REOPEN!Can't wait.This is the first time i ever wish i could go back school.Hmm.Wonder...Thinking of going down to city hall to buy "THAT" tomorrow.
Your hand is just right beside me,by i can't seem to grab hold of it.I am only a step behind of you,but no matter how much i run towards your direction i still can't reach you.You are so close by myself,yet i feel that you are so fast away from me to reach.No matter how many years i use to chase behind of you,i can never reach you.This is my fate!
My head feel like it's going to burst soon.Why do i miss you so much today?-.-"