Today never go work.Don't feel like it,suddenly just no mood to go work or do anything today.
I don't know now the pain i am feeling inside of me is the pain of waiting or self-torture anymore.Or maybe it's both?That's why the pain i am feeling is twice the pain i felt in the past.It's killing me bit by bit.
This is driving me nuts.I really need to decide to walk left or walk right!I can't struck in the middle forever!It's driving me nuts day by day!
Everybody today keep asking me to cheer up or ask if i am okie.What's wrong with me!?Can't i be sad for sometime too?Even the happy-go-lucky me have time whereby i can't hide my sadness too ok?
Sorry ahwan.Really no mood to chat with you today.Chat another day.