Kinda not sure what to say about all those things that had been happening around me. One Word. Sucks.
Leading a path that lead to nowhere.
To AhWan: Wei! What happen to you? Okie,last time i am fine with it even if you don't tell me anything because i know that the old ahwan i know will get back on her feet by herself without the help of others. But this time don't hide anymore! Tell me what happen? I feel like you are drifting further and further from the old ahwan i know. Come back to us girl! No matter what happen i know that lijuan will not abandon you,i will not too,and there's still lots of people behind you supporting you. We're all your friends,so don't drift away. I want the ahwan i know during this year Chinese New Year! We been classmate for 4 years and only this year CNY then i start to really know the real you. How can you start to change even before i really know you?
To my real self. You surely sucks to the core !
我爱的人,不是我的爱人.
Where will you be if i were to be sad?
Where will you be if i needed you by my side?
Will i be the one to be there for you whenever you need someone?
Will i be the one to lend you my shoulder when you need to cry?
Will i truly be able to smile like nothing happen if you're with someone else?
Will you ever be able to love me the way i love you?
Can i be able to share all your burden with you?
When you're sad i will be more sad.
When you cry,i feel worst being not able to cry with you.
When you're not around me,i think of you every single second.
When you're beside me,i still misses you.
When i hold your hand,i feel i am the happiest guy on earth.
When you lay on my shoulder,i feel like nothing else matter except you.
NOTHING IS MORE IMPORTANT THEN YOU!
I feel like i been saying forget it forget it lots of time this week.But it's like i just saying only.I still remember all the things i wanted to say but didn't.Hmm,forget it ba.It's better not to say out things clearly at time.
The pain is just too real to be fake.
Plain foolish about me.
Sucks in handling things.
Stubborn.
Plain stupid.
Dumb to the max.
Can't even help in anything.
Out of a sudden i feel this way. I will always be there for you whenever you need me to. But who's by my side when i need someone to be by my side? Out of a sudden i feel alone in this world.
Having a slight fever,getting sick. Time to say goodbye.
ANYONE WHO'S GOING TO FUCKING PISS ME OFF IN SCHOOL IS GOING TO REALLY GET IT FROM ME THIS TIME FOR REAL. NO MORE MR. NICE AND TOLERATE. GET THIS IN YOUR FUCKING HEAD!? IF YOU ALL WANT TO REALLY SEE HOW BAD MY TEMPER STINKS,THEN TRY!
I just feel that fate is trying to play with me time and time again.
Would i be able to accept the truth as it is? I don't know,but i will know when the day come ba.