Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Computer spoilt again.No more computer to use for some time.Lols.Is this even a good things for me?Hahas.Take a break from all the using of computer and crap that i do at my computer ba?
So much things has happen and is still happening around me.I don't know really if i should even say out certain things to others or not.Maybe at time i should just keep my mouth shut and keep quiet about things that is happening ba?Just lead the stupid and lame life that i been leading for the past 17 years ba?Why should i even go care about those things?So what?But does it really matter at time?At a time like this does all those things really matter anymore?Sometime certain things should just be keep a secret ba?Why should i even go say it out at time?Just because of a promise to not lie?Maybe i should just shut up to not make you sad ba. HAIS! MY MIND IS IN A MESS.
Today 24 Nov 2009. ZhuZhu birthday.I just realised so much things that i didn't know about it in the past.Keep me thinking about it all night.Why must the truth hurts?And why should i even affect others because of my own problem?But what i can say is only sorry to you.No matter what i still wish want to say sorry. SORRY!
Should i tell you the things or not?Some question waiting for someone to answer me.What if?What if?What if?Why should there be so many what if in my mind everytime?LOLS.Still feel i shouldn't say it out at time ba. KEEPING MY MOUTH SHUT THIS TIME!AND NEXT TIME!AND FOREVER SO AS TO NOT AFFECT YOU ANYMORE.
