Hmm today actually want to buy 2 shirt and 1 more jeans maybe?But in the end i only bought a hat!?What do i need a hat for?I need shirt!Lols!But jurong point really nothing much to buy luh.Quite expensive there.Hmm,maybe i should consider going to bugis one day and buy bah.So consider a wasted trip to jurong point for me?Hahas,doesn't matter bah.Hmm,so i went there quite early?Reached there was only er,12.30 i think.Can't remember what time i reached there,hahas.So i went to arcade to play the basketball.Hmm,was quite sucky.Not so pro like last time=P.Easily can get 600+ point.Now want get 400point also hard le!Hahas.Noob liao,sad.So i waited for those 2 late kind and queen!DeyNey and Ethel.Kaoz,i waited at jurong east for 1hour!Okie it doesn't matter lah,this is not the first time anyway,and this is not the last anyway!=.="Okie,i forgive those 2!Lols!Hmm,so we went to eat first.KNN,the western sucks.Not nice!Ohya,when i was ordering food,i kena bang by an "aeroplane!".Okie,i am being...er.forget it.Later she kill me!LOLs.While i was shopping around for clothes,i was thinking of how to make ethel choose her own present.Well,that was the best i can think of in the spot mah!How would i know which wallet to buy for her sia?Okie,i know that a lame idea.But that was the best i could do what!Cost $35!Okie,although abit heart pain,but still bought it for her.Wasn't heartpain becus it was $35,but becus i spend too much $$ today le.Well,worth it lah.$35 for such a nice wallet?Okie lah,doesn't matter luh.It's her birthday present luh.Doesn't matter if you treasure the present or not luh.It's yours anyway,it my thought?Okie,my way of giving present is weird,i know i am weird,but well this is me?
What the hell?What's wrong with not saying out how i feel in my heart!Cannot meh?Okie,i admit i don't really say out how i feel in real life,but i think it doesn't matter luh.So what?People think of me as ungentleman,bla bla bla.It doesn't matter to me.Hmm,deyney know me quite well har=P.He actually knew that i don't really mean what i said to ethel -.-".Don't expose me next time mah!
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This is my sign~ Bloody hell,saying me slow.
Fcuk tired today!Need to work and study for my ic theory test on 6July 2009!Hmm,wonder if i can pass the theory test mah,don't really have much confidence in passing the theory test.Well,at least i tried my best in this test,so even if i failed i can only blame myself for not studying well enough then?
Ah!Wan!Lols!Entertain you everyday,free of charge leh!Still ask me go eat myself!Lols!One day when you find me irritating then you will know le!Muhahahaha!Still want me entertain you every night!?Wakakaka!Hmm,i feel like i am laughing like some monster~Well,i am!MuHaKaHaKa!
Working on my holiday!WooHoo.But my first 2 week of holiday is already gone.Need to work on weekdays.But quite bored and tiring.Need to study leh!Hmm,maybe i should just bring my notes there to study when i am free,at least the 3rd week i can play instead of study for my theory test after the holiday!
Something weird happened to my phone!Spoilt le i think!Need to bring down and fix it,wonder if it can be fixed ma!Darn It luh!
Today went out to watch Drag Me To Hell with deyney,abdullah,ethel,putri and iidah.Woo,was having lots of fun today.The movie was quite scary bah?I think so?Other then me and deyney,the rest was all very scared.I was laughing almost throughout the movie.There were a few chinese guys infront of me who were joking throughout the movie,so i laughed with them instead of focusing on the movie.But ethel was like screaming beside my ears!After half of the movie,she moved to deyney,my poor brother.Abdullah and iidah really like 2 couple,both also so scared of the movie.Well,putri and ethel are too bah?Well after the movie we went to eat,chat.Talk lots of thing?But i left it all at the table!Forgotten what i said too.Hahas.So after that we went down to marine square to find peixin them.Me,deyney and putri went.Well on the train we also talked about thing,and of cos i left it all at the train too =).We are like idiot cause we are supposed to get off at city hall,but instead went to raffles place,so we had to go back to city hall again!Walk walk walk,find the Xin wang hongkong cafe?Was like a idiot trying to find them.So i keep searching for them until i saw peixin there eating!OMG!I actually could see her!LOLs,ok i mustn't suan her,she's my sister!We were sitting at the roadside chatting while waiting for them to finish their food.Cool day actually,so we walked to mac,bla bla.Sadden,putri had to go back home early,well me and deyney decided to hang around awhile more since we seldom get the chance to hang out with peixin group.I was like idiotic when i said that i feel like kicking all of those who are sitting at the stair down,when we are walking there to sit down!Hmm,so should i kick myself down the stair?LOLs!So there were people dancing there,okie they look quite good,but i feel like kicking them down the stair actually.I don't know why but i just feel like kicking everybody down the stair,except for our group lah.Oh so we were just sitting down there doing nothing,i feel weird being with peixin them,just don't feel like showing her my idiotic side?Or am i too tired to even show her?Wonder when is our next outing?Hahas,was quite fun today.
Haiyo,sometime i feel it's so tired to be a joker.But well what to do?This is who i am!A bored lamer + joker!Hahas!
Feel weird sometime.Weird to the core!
My hand is able to recover faster then the past!WoW!Was playing basketball during pe just now.Played 3 on 3 with the senior.The demon inside of me was actually not dead yet!I thought that it was actually dead with the flame inside of me.I almost let the other side of me in basketball out just now.I don't know how violent would i be inside the court if i would let it out just now.I won't let it out bah,too dangerous for everybody if i were to lose control completely inside the courts!No way i going to let loose that side of me!
Sometime i think i feel that i am losing control of myself.I am trying my best to control that side of me,but i know i may not control it one day!If that day were to come,i don't know what to do.Won't be able to face people in class le?Hahas.
Argh,i know the result of this crap!But i will never say it out to her!Hahas!I will only be a idiot to tell her the truth.Not so stupid man!Not going to ruin another relationship with anyone le.
I think that maybe in class i wasn't really trying to act as someone who i wasn't.Maybe that was actually the real me?Maybe i been wearing a mask infront of people so long that i don't even know that this is the real me rather then just a mask.Maybe i should just be happy-go-lucky about things now.Happy-go-lucky,that was my real self and not faking it!Maybe i was too blinded by thing until i didn't realised that.This is the real me,no more hiding or escaping,just want to be myself from now on.There's no point in hiding thing,there's no need to watch your back in case someone tried to backstab you!No more mask!No more hiding!
HAIS!I am seriously freaking not sure what am i to think or to do now.My mind is like suddenly filled with her.I seem to keep talking about her suddenly.WTF is with me sia!?I seem to be sinking deeper and deeper into this suddenly feeling for her.But i seriously still don't know what i like about her.Some time i think i am going crazy.I will try to avoid her as much as i can bah,but i know one thing for sure,i won't be able to.Also i will never tell her the truth!
Decided to go back to basketball!I am not sure if it's the right choice to made.I think she helped me to find back my confidence in basketball.Basketball has been my life for the past few years.But i think i lost myself for a period of time.I think it's time to find back myself,find back the lost soul deep inside of me.It's time to lighten up the fire of passion for basketball inside of me!I never gonna extinguish that fire again!I never gonna give up my basketball again.I am sorry my basketball!But at least you found a better owner=).
Why do i have to be sick on a time like this!This is like the 3rd time this year!Somemore all during april.Sians leh,falling sick so easily now.WTH lor!Somemore after starting the course le quite busy.Next Tuesday have IC phrase test!Or is it Thursday?Forget which day liao,but i remember it's next week.Should be Tuesday.In the end,i still got the last timeslot.3.15pm start i think.OMG,i can't remember everything sia!Need to check on monday.
OMG,i think i fallen in love with someone.I kept talking about her while i was going home with deyney!Holy shit.Just now when i went to sleep for awhile,i even dream of her!Holy crap!What a time to like someone!Too busy lah!!!
I feel somehow i am really stupid,everyday i waited until so late,sleep less then 5hours a day even though next day i still need to go to school,but i still waited for her.Even though the answer was so clear to me,but i still wanted to hear her replied.
Today woke up seriously not feeling that freaking well.I fall off my bed,because i can't get up.Lols,hmm that lame.But morning was feeling very weak and cold,cause it's raining heavily outside.Actually i didn't want to go to school today,but still crawl out of my room and get ready for school.Today don't know it's because we are early or there isn't much people taking the mrt today.The mrt was not that flooded as it was mostly.I was actually quite happy that it wasn't so flooded.Morning while waiting for deyney,i actually bought like 3 can of latte to drink!But was still very tired and weak and sick.Well,didn't get the chance to sleep on the mrt,but was actually talking to deyney throughout the journey.I realised one thing,i keep talking about someone!Got to be more careful this time.Well 2pm should be nafa test!Actually was feeling better le,but i didn't expect that i would be better in the afternoon so i didn't bring my pe kit and no choice lor.Can only sit there see them run.But suddenly felt sick.In the end,feel like going home to rest.Weird sickness,i sit in the mrt,suddenly was much better.LMAO!So i go find beng them to play table tennis.But i go there,they say they want to go play pool!Basket!But nvm lah,went to play pool.Was double careful this time to not "cause" any harm!It's been like years since i played pool,but i still manage to play "better" then a rookie!Althought not that pro like i was in the past ba?Bla Bla Bla.Seriously very sick and tired today.But well,i had a fun day.
Wow!I realised that putri run quite fast sia!Win shirong!Woo.Don't know why i feel so happy about she winning shirong,but i just feel quite happy about it.I realised that alot of people in our class are stamina type!Calling all short distance runner in our class =P.
Need to study for theory exam on my holiday!Think i am not going to work this holiday,gonna try to work freaking hard for the test!I gonna beat all those arrogant bitches in class!
Thinking and Thinking!It can't be true bah?Did i fall in love with someone i shouldn't have?But it's too fast bah?O.o
Ahh,tired arh.Yesterday only sleep 1hour.Not enough sleep!Quite sleepy the whole day,but i still managed to pull through the day.Yesterday was like a crazy idiot.Sitting infront of my desktop for 3hours,staring blankly at my com!I been thinking through the whole night,seems like i got a answer.I should just respect her decision,just let go.Keep this memories in my heart.
Today i keep spending my money like what.Spend over $50 i think,left $50 nia.But doesn't really matter lah,enjoy life!Care less about other!Hahas.Went to watch movie at Shaw House today.Watch Monster VS. Alien.Quite funny the movie,was in 3D.When out with Joyce gang,and Ethel gang and my own gang of cos!Watched the movie,after that joyce accompany huihui back school,so we walk around orchard.Was quite fun the whole day actually.Sometime i feel that maybe i should ask the rest of the classmate out.Maybe every Friday bah?Hahas,maybe next week jio peixin?If not later she keep complain say never jio her again!LOLs!
For the first time,i had never had a big sister.I feel like peixin is just like my big sister!Hahas!Too many brothers le,finally got 1 big sister le arh.Was quite fun joking around with her anyway.
My face don't look like those kind of face who goes around finding trouble!ARGH!But if trouble come,i'll not just stand down there and do nothing also lah!Stare!Stare!Stare!Feel like digging out those guy that keep staring at me!Then see how they can stare le lor!
Lost the joy of playing basketball.No point in going back bah.