Er...I don't know what to blog about anyway.Nothing much interesting happen this few days?Well not really nothing,maybe it's just that i forget everything le?Oh Ya yesterday!I went down to bukit panjang plaza.I wanted to go down collect my things at the post office and put some games inside my psp.But in the end,i didn't bring my psp,didn't bring the paper so i can't collect my things at post office also!So darn sway.So in the end we just go there to walk walk.Nothing much to walk there,i went to the bloody comic connection to find psycho busters 6!Been waiting for it like 2years already?Now almost everywhere no stock,but today finally found it at lot1.So happy.Bought blade6 also.Happy happy!But my wallet not happy,broke le.Left with my last $50.Have to save it for next wednesday movie outing,the hangover.Wondering who is going.Hmm,well sometime i still hope the more people the more fun.Also the more chaos and stupid i will get?Hahas.Go read comic luh,LOLs.
Darn it,i lost my lanyard and now i can't take attendance,and i keep get question by the fat ass why i don't have my ez-link inside my lanyard.ARGH,feel pissed.Why am i so sway this month?There's so much thing that's happening this month that i don't know how much stress i can take it ba.Today at LLA,we were doing the stress level you are in now thingy.Got 10 question,i actually got 8 yes!Meaning i am very very stress,said by ms christine.Hahas.I can only remember some question,but one question i remember is,do you get irritated easily?This question of cos is yes ma,i get very irritated easily and pissed off more easily then what i was in secondary,just that i keep my cool and emotion pushing down so that i won't burst out.I don't even know how much longer i am able to take this shit.But i still have to bah?Stress level is getting higher and higher!One day i will BOOM!I don't know if i will even lose my self-conscious and start scolding people ma?Or worst may even beat people?Must push it down!PUSH!!Hahas.I just feel abit stupid at time.I have enough problem up my sleeves.But i still go try to help and solve the problem of the people around me.Even though i say i won't care about their problem anymore,but at time i am still trying to help in the dark.But the worst is at time,i even drag people down.What the hell am i doing?Now i really wish i could help peixin jie problem.I really don't know how to help at time.The only thing i could do now is to cheer her up?
WooHoo,i wish i am really crazy!I didn't know that i can influence weineng until so pro?He seem to be me in 60% mode?Woo,i very long never go into my 100% crazy self le.I think later someone go call mental hospital come fetch me~
Next wed planning movie outing bah?Anyone wanna go?Watch The HangOver.At the west area maybe?Tell me if you're going thanks =D.
ARGH,sometime i just feel like everybody is just trying to force me to be harsh with them?When i am trying my very best not to be harsh to anyone.I just want to settle things peacefully.There're things i really don't wish to say into their face,so stop bothering me and asking me all those stupid thing!If you really want to start pestering me with those stupid things i may just not control and say it in your face just to end everything.
Trying to calm my emotion this 2 days...
Very tiring day.I been trying to stay awake the whole day during lecture.First lecture is IC,want to joke around then kena scolded by Tan.Don't care also,who want fuck with him=P.I got 20/40.Hmm,i didn't expect i would pass.I thought i would fail badly for this test,didn't really study much for it.Well,better then nothing,at the very least i did pass!Ms Joyce also told me that i passed my AC theory test.Today test also quite okie.Can't say it's very bad,but i did remember how to do it.Just that i forget to brush the balance before weighting.Hope teacher never notice i didn't brush!Muhahaha,feel so evil.But i having test also tio shoot by Ms Lim!Well,don't care lah.Happy-Go-Lucky Benjamin.But there are still time whereby i will still lose my cool,must control my temper harder now.Somehow i am losing my temper easily,but don't everything burst out can le.
There seems to be so many things happening around me.I seem to be suffocating by all those problem.But i really can't just stand down there and do nothing.When the problem is right in front of me,i can't just let go of it and just don't care.Even though eunice told me not to care about their problem,but i am not the kind of guy who would just treat nothing has happen and get on with life when the problem is right in front of my face.I can't just let them destroy their own friendship.No matter what i will try to save the problem.I won't just let go of it so easily.I know i am not some saint,i can't make everybody happy.I know i am also not some peacemaker who can make peace easily,i feel like i am more like a chaosmaker who go around bringing chaos to people.I failed to try to help ethel,i admit i really fail.I am not sure what will happen in the future if i just don't care about it?SiewSuet once faced the same problem too.She quarrel with ZhiWei and their 5-6 years of friendship ended because of some problem which SiewSuet also never tell me,or i forget.Hahas.I couldn't really help her at that time,anw i don't really like ZhiWei also,almost everyday get beat by her.But i still can't stand by and let peixin and eunice friendship end like this.But can i even do it?I feel like my world suddenly become darken.Let hope all the crap in our class can end well.My too of cos!I don't really wish to do things the harsh way,i don't wish to hurt anyone feeling...
Went to town to celebrate Vanessa and DeyNey birthday today.Actually didn't want to go,but if i don't go means that tomorrow when i go school,i will be killed by Vanessa!Actually they planned to go to Wild Wild Wet,but because it's raining they changed to go town area.They went to cinileisure to eat burger king.DeyNey and me budget!Eat at cementi before meeting them,so after he smoke finish,we walk around cinileisure.Nothing much there to buy,i want to find if there's any chain to buy.I need to buy a present for Abdullah too,even though it's still long way to go,but it's better to buy it earlier then doing it at last minute.After that we went to somewhere,well i don't know where's the place.Cut birthday cake,eat birthday cake,take photo.Hahas.Not bad ba,was quite a fun day even though i lose so much sleep.After that went down to mrt to fetch DeyNey brother and his friend.Kinda weird,travelling all the way to orchard just to smoke?Funny thing somehow.Well,none of my problem.After that peixin them went to bugis,so only left DeyNey,his brother,his brother friend,Derrick and Eunice and ME!We went to cinileisure to find Jopie.Jopie went to toilet to change,then we walk around for awhile.Take mrt home with Derrick and Eunice.Derrick came to my house to transfer Bleach6 and FF IV to my psp.I also steal some theme,hahas!Okie,the rest is photo.I didn't use my handphone to take photo,so all this photo are from Derrick.Still waiting for Eunice to send me her photo.
Zihan,WeiQuan and ZiRen.Forget what they doing at that point of time.
The 2 birthday girl and boy!DeyNey and Vanessa!
WooHoo,they both using they mouth to take out the candle,don't anyhow think guys!
Peixin Jie and Me!I know my face look sleepy.Abit sians ba.
Still me and Jie.Okie this photo at least i don't look sleepy alright?
Birthday Girl,Vanessa and Valerie.
This guy is scary!He's the tallest guy in our class,WEIQUAN!Lols.So tall still sit so high!Hais
Today have napfa 2.4km run.I am freaking lazy to go run!I didn't even really serious in running!I just choing when i reached the 100m line to the other end of the 100m line!That's the favourite spot in the stadium!I love the starting point of the 100m line!Well,basically i failed my 2.4!What do you expect from a sprinter?You think short distance runner can run long distance!?Ok,there are this kind of people,but i am not long distance sprinter!Somemore run around the stadium,i don't really like,the view nothing much,i rather walk.So i walked almost 1.8km?I sprint 600m then the rest i walk.Muhahahas!After that,i re-take my shuttle run!Finally i get back my A for shuttle run!Thanks to someone call EUNICE,i missed A by 0.5sec!I get 10.25sec!This time i get 10.12sec!Woohoo,song arh.5 years of napfa never failed to get A for shuttle run!
My horoscopes analysis.You are stubborn and like to hold on to things, not wanting to let go of anything or anyone. You are slow to anger, but when you do get worked up to a rage - everyone step aside! You also have a selfish streak and can be quite sneaky as well. People often see you as helpful and agreeable. You also tend to be suspicious of others and question their motives.
Advice: Learn to forgive and let go of your past disappointments. Learn from your mistakes and have faith in yourself and others as well.
Hm,i am stubborn?So is it good in a way?Hahas.I admit i can't let go of things,not wanting to let go of people too.But i will do it,i just need some time to get rid of my own past?Take time to slowly numb my heart and emotion completely.What the hell?I am slow to anger?But i get anger and burst out quite easily?During secondary...Well,i manage to control my temper in ITE.Even if i am going to burst,i will just keep quiet and cool at one side.I AM SELFISH?Selling fish!Each for $2,anybody want to buy? =D.HeyHey,i am "NOT" sneaky!People don't see me as helpful,they see me as a joker!Hahas.I don't really get suspicious of other people,i don't even want to care about what movtive people have.Advice:Learn to forgive!BlaBlaBla,stop giving me crap.Past disappointment are the thing which i can learn from so i won't make the same mistake!Get it?!Hahas.
Today feel bored like hell today so i just feel like my blog needed a change of skin?Total make over!Lols,hmm i talk like as if my blog is some sort of human.Well,even blog need a change of clothes,i mean skin.Hahas.But i also don't know why i would choose basketball as my new blogskin.
Hm,just thinking of basketball,there's so much memories inside of me.There are happy and also unhappy memories in my basketball life.But 2 years ago,i already given up my own path in basketball.I don't know that is it a coincidence or fate trying to play a fool on me,but at night my father found and bring back a basketball.Is fate trying to play a fool on me?Trying to push me back to the world of basketball?Should i even go back to the world of basketball?The cruel of the world of basketball.
Am i too kpo to even think of trying to help solve this problem?Even at the risk of them hating me?But can i even just stand by and not try to stop this from happening?Even though i am not the only one in the class to know this problem,but i am the only one in the class who clearly know what is going to happen in the future if i don't put an end to it!But can i?I don't think i have the ability to do so.Or should i just turn a blind eye and treat it like nothing had happen?
Yesterday someone said something to me in msn which i least unexpected that she would say those kind of things to me.She ask me to go back to last time when we are friends and don't be scared of her.Hm,but if things are so simple like this,i wouldn't have choose to try to avoid her as much as i can in school?It's not that i am scare or what.Just that i don't want to rise her hope too high and then fall and hurt herself badly.
I feel that i kinda losing myself more and more easily in school nowadays.I kinda getting easy to lost in thought in classes easy.But what am i actually thinking in class sometime i don't even know.At time i think i am thinking of nothing?Maybe i am training for martial art,hahas!The highest level,to think of nothing in fight!Hm,since when did i become a martial artist?
It's been like days since i blogged here.Well,i also not sure what to blog anyway.Was quite busy?Hm,can't really say i am really busy ba.Just that everyday at night i am chatting in msn with jie ba?So not consider busy?More like lazy to blog?Or too busy chatting with jie?Hahas!Whatever luh,was rather tired the whole of weekday.Didn't get to sleep much everyday because talking with jie until midnight.I also not sure that we got so much crap to talk about.Even weekend also not much time to sleep.Needa study for my AC test on tuesday.WoW!Tue test,i on sunday then i go study for it!So pro arh me.I am not even sure if i will even study for it tomorrow.Man,i am getting more and more lazy!Monday i need to go for Nafa!Darn it!Can i just fail everything?Maybe next year then i get the stupid sliver and pass the nafa,so i won't get throw into what ibm camp for 6weeks!Well,i have 1 year to prepare for it.Have 1 full year to bloody train for it,and i must not be lazy!Be it in study or training myself.Getting more and more lazy nowadays.
Problem keep surfacing one by one.I don't even have much time to breathe.By i don't have time to even think about anything else except trying to solve everything!
I think all those thing i said are very obvious already,so what the point of she keep asking who i like?Well,i didn't know what i was thinking.So i just thought that maybe i could tell you the truth while trying to act as if i am joking with you?Hm,we are still friend in the end bah?=D CHEERS~.