No mood to blog,so went to watch youtube. Some of the song found~
Tomorrow is Chinese New Year already,and also Valentine Day.
Happy Chinese New Year to everybody~
Happy Valentine Day to all those couple~
Sad Valentine Day to all those non-couple like me~ =D.
I declare myself B.R.O.K.E. broke! Spend so much money this Chinese New Year sia! Bought a DC shoe today for 139.90 DOLLAR! But still i kinda like that shoe. When the first time i saw that shoe on last Saturday i know i am going to buy that shoe for this Chinese New Year and i really did. Really really broke for this Chinese New Year.
Hmm,saw this on my maple mom msn pm. "When you feel like giving up,remember why you held on for so long in the first place?" Kinda make me understand lot of things from this. But no matter how much i understand from it,there are still things whereby i have no other choice other then to give up and stop hoping for anything best to happen from it. When there are nothing good that you could hope for in life,just forget it and move on for the better.
Went to bugis and bought a pants chain and a belt today! Woohoo! Bit mad le,well,who care? But bit sadden by the price of the jacket i want to buy. 70 bloody $$! Basket Kia! Why so expensive! Well,no choice then,can't buy le.
So little time,so much things to do! ARGH! No la,actually i was talking about my new year goods. I still need to buy a few more things but so little time left before Chinese New Year! Not much money left also,didn't save enough this year! AHH!
To love without regret is the best love ever. I forgot where i hear this from today,but well i wish i could do that too ba? I just regret too much in my life. It just seem like every single part of my life is a regret? Maybe even buying things is a kind of regret to me too. When can i finally let go of myself and do things without regret? Hmm,seem like it's not going to happen ba. LOLs.
So tired! So tired! So tired! Why am i so tired this whole week? Kept sleeping and sleeping and sleeping. Ok i didn't sleep that much! Just slept quite early and wake up still freaking tired the next day for the week. Maybe it's because last month the whole month i almost sleep less then 5 hours everyday ba? Well,what to do? My body can't take it anymore,hahas. Suddenly i feel so tired about things happening here and there in my life.
This whole week i been lost in my own thought almost every minute interval. Thinking and thinking about the same old thing! Ah crap! CRAP!
Had a change of clothes for my new blog. Couldn't really find any good skin that i feel is nice,well i still feel the first skin i saw was nice,but couldn't use due to some stupid problem! Damn it. This look nice too.hmm.
Relax! Relax! Relax! Someone keep telling me this word. Hmm,maybe i ought to listen to her. Time to let go of everything and don't care about it anymore since i already made up my mind on certain things? After CNY a fresh start and a new start? Hmm,or rather i go back to a me which not much people knows of? Hahas.
DO YOU REMEMBER? DO YOU REMEMBER? ALL OF THE TIME WE BEEN THROUGH~ I been listening to this song for the past days. Kinda like this part. Really make me remember all of the times i been through so far to make it to where i am now. All those pain,sadness and regret inside of me. And those few little memories i had inside of me which i truly cherish are so precious to me!
Drank like about 4 bottle of alcohol within 24 hours! WooHoo. Kinda mad already ba? Drinking about 3 bottle in schooling hours. + 3 bottle of alcohol i bought yesterday night and drank at Clementi. Bought a total of 9 bottle of alcohol this 2 days. Drank about 4 bottle that much. Until bit drunk and sot during PM lesson! Drunk in the body,conscious in the mind! Weird. Bought 2 more bottle of "thirty three" at Chua Chu Kang Cheers! Like FREAK the thirty three. Didn't drink much,when i drink that feel like the alcohol is burning from my mouth down my throat to my stomach. WooHoo! The feeling in kinda weird,but i can feel that if i were to continue drinking,i would be really drunk even in the mind? HMM.
I wanna get myself drunk,but maybe the weekdays isn't just the day to get myself drunk. Wish i could get myself drunk in the body and the mind. Numb all feeling,drunk all emotion!