Sunday, April 11, 2010
How long does it take to completely forget someone? I feel so foolish in the past to think that yes i could do it easily. Maybe i'm just a fool. A fool to not know when to fuck off and disappear forever. It's time to learn the last lesson of life. "Knowing when is the right time to disappear forever..." The time when i finish that last lesson of life,is the time whereby i will completely disappear from you forever and i'm already reaching the last chapter of the lesson. Just like the path of life is reaching it's end. I don't know how long has i been blogging. There're so many blog i had in the past. Each blog hold a piece of the memories i had. Every memories is precious to me. Just like how this word "DESTIINY" had been with me. Destiiny hold so much memories of the past to me,a past which i can never move on from and walk out of the shadow of pain. A past whereby each step i took is a mistake and i end up hurting the one important person to me. A past whereby doubt and anger took the best of me. A past whereby jealousy seem no end in that chapter. A past of Wugui and Zhuzhu. A past whereby two stranger became friends,lover,and stranger again. A past of mistake...The last chapter of my life is called "ENDING". It's the ending of all my past. A end to all the mistake i made. Also a end to all the true little happiness i experience in this chapter of my life. The ending of everything that ever appear in this chapter of my life. All those happy dream of memories which i had try so hard to forget but always in the end torture me when night falls. A nights whereby happy memories torture you throughout the night till dawn appear. The ending of all regrets.