Sunday, May 30, 2010
A life without you hold no meaning to me.
First time first.Wanna wish happy 18th birthday to Joyce. Finally 18th already,hahas grats grats.
Secondly. I bought a new earpiece today at causeway point. I bought back the same kind of earpiece,actually i wanna get a new kind of earpiece. But the sales person when i ask her recommend me the same earpiece i used to had when i ask her what kind of earpiece has both noise cancelling and is loud. Well i can't deny that the fact that this earpiece has both function and i hardly find a earpiece that i like anyway,and it's not really me to keep changing and changing ba?=DD.
Thirdly,i hasn't done my reflection! I need Nisa to help me sign tomorrow but still not very sure what to write. HMM. Tomorrow i will be under Adeline. Helping her with Chemistry and Biology Lab. Actually i quite hate it -.-" And ohh did i mention that Adeline is a perfectionist? This is the kind of person i seriously hate to work with in life! Cause i don't like the way they work! Tsk,well at least tomorrow onwards we're able to go out for lunch and the lunch duration is extended to 1hours!! Wee You Wee. But well like she said before we give and take -.-" Still can't take my own sweet time and have my lunch ar. At least tomorrow we'll be released at 4Pm or early cause they have what movie preview? Well,what can i say? We benefit too =DD.
Fourthly,next week will be Sudden Attack Final. Well,that kuku lanjia0 Beng not going for it. BOO. Still Goodluck to Chuan and his squad =D. Against SNP lei!! Black Horse VS White Horse. But win le still got stronger black horse,Otaku! Hahas,well it's compeition afterall,it's sure to be hard to win. Also goodluck to Xtremist,Doppel team =).
Ok i finally come to the last point,and also the most important issue. Basically this is to someone that's almost as important to me as her...
To Ahwan : Alcohols won't solve anything in life. If you think that you're alone or feel like you need to talk to someone,didn't i always say that i'll always be here for you? When was i not for you whenever you call me? Other then on my birthday that night i on silent mode and didn't hear till 12.30 =.=". But like i say,what the point of blaming yourself for something that you didn't do? I don't think beng even feel hurt in whatsoever way(He's a moron that don't feel hurt =D). And you bluff me in saying that you had let go of the past when you didn't even did one bit! Hais,don't even know if i should get angry or not!!
Won't be blogging for a few days ba? Don't even feel like using my laptop this few days.
Saturday, May 29, 2010
This'll be the first and last time i ever said "I Love You"
Next week of IA is going to be hell for me! LOLs. I know i will get hell from next week IA! But i am always ready for it!
Something is wrong with my hand again! What The Fish? It hurt like hell even just swinging my hand too hard.
LASTLY,i got my POSB personal account! My wallet will be much thinner from now on! Just to declare,I AIN'T RICH YOU ALL MOTHER FUCKER THAT KEEP SAYING I AM RICH!!! LOLs.
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Yes or No is all i ever needed from you.
Second day of my Industries Attachment. Still been able to hang on properly. Hahas.
Monday, May 24, 2010
The world is big but i am struck in a small space waiting for you to return.
First day of my IA. Well,not really what i expected of the place though. Was very hot there and lucky i didn't wear too thick. HMM.
Sunday, May 23, 2010
When i lose myself,i think of you.
Today went to the Sudden Attack Competition again. Congrats to Jiun An and Beng team for making it to the final! 2 more weeks to final. And also Doppel group for making it to final too. Close win for their last round hahas!
Tomorrow is starting of our 4 months IA already. HMM.
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Countdown to the end.
Went to park way parade i think if i remember the name correctly. LOLs! To watch Chuan competition for Sudden Attack. Grats him for getting in the next round first,but the real battle start now =D.
Bought 2 new shirt! Still wanna buy a jeans. LOLs! No Money~ =(.
Tired and i misses you =.="
Friday, May 21, 2010
No matter how much sorry i said to you,i still can't forgive myself for all i done to you.
Bought a DVD today. Just another pandora box. Laughed like hell cause it's quite funny,giving me a chance to forget the things that happen yesterday for awhile. But now the movie ended and i'm back to normal again.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
I am not myself anymore.
Feeling tired and moodless to blog bout anything.
The worst that can ever happen in my life is harbouring false hope. But i still did in the things... and continue doing it...
End of my post. LOLs.
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Evil and Good can never co-exist.
Sians! what's wrong with me? I intend to sleep till 10am at least!! But i sleep 8hours wake up automatic already!
Went go watch "The Losers" this morning. Well don't know what to say bout the movie,it's not bad but on the same time bit sucks also. But still quite ok the movie. LOLs.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Your worst nightmare has come.
Tomorrow don't have any lesson. No more QCA lesson anymore! HooHoo! I hope this is the last time i will ever attend Madam Ruhaida lesson! LOLs. Need to go back to school at 5pm! WTF?! Peak hour teacher!! People going home,why are we going back school at a time like this!? But no choice,tomorrow we'll know where we're appointed to. If it hasn't changed,i think i will get Tanglin Secondary! Well Well tsk tsk.
Freaking not feeling very good now! Damn the shit hell.
Monday, May 17, 2010
Everything will pass as time goes by.
Everybody keep saying this phrase over and over again. But is it really true that as time goes by everything will pass and people will forget? Maybe it's true for some people. But i think it's going to be hard hard hard for me to forget! But i really can't believe that there're actually people who "claim" that they love a person so so much that they could just find and go love another person in such a short period of time! WTF is with the world? Or maybe it's just that my mindset is still living in the 80's or 90's century? Ha! Ha! Laughing at myself! LOLs! Think i am going crazy. Well,thinking on the other side,was i ever normal in the first place? Hmm. Tough question...
Walked in the rain from simei track to school. The whole day freaking freaking freaking cold!!! Damn cold. Some how i feel like i am going to fall sick any time again.
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Smile boldly even if you fall.
Getting tired of things.Thinking bout studying or not to study! LOLs. Like never ending of studying for TEST! TEST! TEST! ARGH! *Trash all notes aside!*
Thursday, May 13, 2010
To truly love someone is to do the best for them even if it mean leaving them.
In the sea of people,i met you under certain situation. I thought it was fate that bought us together. Creating all those happy moment and memories before the end of my life. But when we reach shore. Everything came to an end. What was left inside of me is just a empty shell with all those happy memories of you living inside of me.
Sometime a word is all you need to hurt someone? At time we can't do anything except hurting them.
Someone born in the Shadow will always be afraid of the Light
WTF? Getting sick more and more easily now a days. Crazy. Woke up to found myself having no voice due to sore throat! Bought herbal tea to drink and feeling the effect of the herbal tea now! =D.
Monday, May 10, 2010
Another promised made and to be kept.
Woohoo! I think i gonna fail my Molecular Biology. Hmm. I think i failed my phrase test today. I don't even know how to do the calculation for the test. Worst ever,but i think i ain't seeing the worst YET! Afterall i am going out for my Industry Attachment soon. This week or next week i am going to know if i am going out for my Industry Attachment or not already. Wonder if it's near my house! LOLs. Okie i think i am dreaming. Don't think it'll ever be near my house!
Fuck,my hand is injured again. Hurting like hell now.
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Earning Money!! Saving Money!!
There are certain thing whereby we can't control in life. Some time maybe the best thing to do in life when we can't control anything is by doing NOTHING at all. But there're also things whereby we can't sit by and do nothing at all. And i NOT gonna do so anymore! Sitting aside and do nothing is not my style right from the starting! Revenge is sweeter when you do it yourself!
Saturday, May 8, 2010
Keep Going & Never Look Back.
Working! Working! Working! Need to work this 2 day! Lols. Hmm,going out for IA soon! Kinda feeling sucks about this somehow? Why company am i assign to? It's near my house? It's near somewhere i wish i would be? Would anyone be in the same company as me? Bla Bla Bla. I think it's kinda crap when i don't even know if i am going out for IA!? Maybe will end up In-House IA! Wah sure sians!! Need wake up early and face all the teachers everyday! Kinda tired.
Feeling of going somewhere next Saturday. Not very sure too. Hmm.
Need to buy lots and lots and lots of things for someone special to me. Gonna spend quite lots of money. Well,worth it to see her happy,even though i can't really see her. Hahas.
Somehow i got a feeling i been bluffed for a long time...
Friday, May 7, 2010
I feel as if my head is spinning... LOLs! Getting more and more sick... Damn it.당신은 당신에게 처음에 속하지 않는 무언가를 포기합니까?
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Lols,i think my body is getting worst and worst. Weird.
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
It just doesn't pay to be good and help other.
Chasing after so much comic and manga series till i lost track of which manga series do i read. Been reading too much too much manga.당신이 내 마음에 하루 종일 이니까 천천히 자신을 잃고.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
I carry on living by the promise i made to someone very important in my life,that changed me. I'll never try to break my promised ever.난 계속 모든 약속 내가 당신에게했고, 내가 편을 당신을 떠나지 않을 것입니다
Monday, May 3, 2010
I'll hand on till the very end! I must try no matter how hard or how much it's going to take me.당신이 사랑하는 컸구나 한 잊을 수 있습니까? 당신이 잘 수있다면. 넌, 넌 단지 고통의 지옥에서 자신을 고문이야 수있다면.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
At time when we thought things are going our way,it may end up NOT going our way in the end. Everythings is fated and we can run but we can't escape from fate. No matter how we tried to fight against our fate,the end result will always be the same in the end. It'll always end up how fate wanted it to be ended in. Some time we thought that we may have won against fate,but the truth is we lost.
Friends come. Friends go. We can't decide anything nor change anything. Why not open up our heart and accept the fate that they have gone for good and nothing we do will change the fact that it's true they're gone. No point getting angry nor sad over things because nothing will ever last forever. Forever is just a word,it hold no meaning or whatsoever.
사람들이 변화하지, 그리고 아무것도 영원합니다.
