Monday, June 14, 2010
I am a Baller who lost his passion.
What right do i have as a baller anymore? When i can give up the thing i once liked so much easily as if it was nothing? My heart doesn't beat when i hear the sound of basketball anymore like the past. What's left is just an empty shell.
What i been through. How i feel isn't something that just anybody will understand. It just seem this 1year+ that past has been like a life lesson for me. I feel like i am learning and understanding life all over again. But this time i am the one experiencing it first hand unlike last time.
Feeling suck and useless whenever i can't help someone. All i can do is just watch. Hate myself for being such a useless guy!
