Saturday, August 28, 2010

Don't regret in life cause regret hurt more then reject.
Today i went to Queentown Shopping Centre to buy something purple for my bloody staff dinner which theme is "PURPLE!" I also intend to buy a guitar when i was thinking of going there today. Was still considering to buy or not to buy when i was on the way there. In the end i BOUGHT it! Was having mix feeling of happy and sad? Happy that i bought it? Sad that i didn't have anybody to teach me? LOLs. Well the BRAND is Tribal. Kinda cool eh? I think. Hahas. 



Saturday, August 21, 2010

Everything seem to be a lie in front of me now.
Bought a new book today,"The Haunting of James Hastings". Not sure if it's nice to read or not but i seem to attract my eyes? There're 2 other book that also caught my eyes! "The Left Hand of God" and " Hush Hush". Not sure if i am buying or not,well i need $150 to buy my Zowie bundle set. My new gaming gear,and my final gear is finally in place but gear ain't everything in winning,skills are too! 



Monday, August 16, 2010

我记得我曾经爱过,但子是爱过而不是拥有过.
Suddenly thought of something and it has been in my mind over and over again. I really can't seem to get it off my head! Kinda need time off from things to clear my mind off.





Friday, August 13, 2010

Behind every HERO is a ZERO.
Somehow i feel that every morning i wake up and i look into the mirror. I saw another person inside the mirror every single day. Well,it's more like the look in my eyes in getting more and more sinister in the morning. Well,thinking back i really am evil deep inside somewhere? LOLs.




Monday, August 9, 2010

If you can't let go of someone when they die,then cherish them when they're alive. 
Guess i not playing the Caged And1 Basketball 3 on 3 match after all? Really thought i could play the game. I thought like this could be my last chance to play a 3 on 3 match but well guess the chance is gone? HA.



Friday, August 6, 2010

People do change,but never change just because the person you love ask you to.
Today i saw on the Newspaper something!!! Something that really caught my eyes!!! A Caged And1 Basketball 3 on 3 Match! And! And! The age limit is 18 AND BELOW! Which mean i just nice fit the criteria for it!!! Woo!!! But i not sure if i could find enough people to play the game or not!
Even though it suck but today i kinda "celebrate" Ethel Birthday by treating her KFC. It's like after almost 1 month already? But eat finish have to rush home -.-" Sucky.



Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Don't ever think you know me well when what you know is only the surface! 
Someone told me today this " Because of those people we saw in Secondary make us realize the true nature of human!". I bloody agreed to the max! I miss secondary life with all my Bro,Benson,Kenneth and Yue Ming them. The days whereby i play basketball every single day after school without fail. But it's also because of those days that make who we are now. I miss the life i had when i was playing maple too. Whereby i met my first love,Nancy. Fall in love with her and hurt her with love,lose her in love. All my maple friends,Cho,Viki etc. All the memories i had in ITE too make me who i am now. Memories be it happy or painful and sad,it's still mine and it make me ME?
Don't judge me with your own point of view on me! Cause you don't know who the real me is! So fuck your words!



Tuesday, August 3, 2010

It's easy to love someone,but it's hard to forget someone.
Work! Work! Work! That's all on my mind currently. Working 7 day a week! I want to buy so much things that i never buy in the past! 
Hate It! Piss off! Fuck off my life can you?



Sunday, August 1, 2010

Scar that can't be seen doesn't heal no matter how much time passes.
I look at the 3 line i slash using penknife fading away i feel sad. Kinda getting crazy. But remind me of something.
Yesterday went to watch movie,"The Sorcerer Apprentice". It was really quite a nice movie,quite funny too. Watched in at Lido,Shaw's house there with Beng ONLY! Ask so much people out in the end all don't want,give up already. But yesterday remember some of my happy memories which i shouldn't be thinking of already. Kept thinking yesterday what if i didn't do this that night would it be a different ending? What if i escape would it not end like this. What if this and that. But in the end what if is really only WHAT IF! No matter how much i wishes thing could never do anything bout it because things are already became a past and all i could do now is only wishing what if. No matter how much it still hurts i will still continue to hide those sad face from you.



yours truly
benjamin
18 on 22/04
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