Friday, October 15, 2010
Time is always counting down,but it's the time left that matter.
Somehow i feel sucks about things. Feel like i am such a burden in your life. Each and every time i try to help cheer you up it always end up failing. It really feel sucks to keep trying to act like i'm okie infront of you whenever i seeing you feeling down. Trying to make a freaking big joker whenever i'm near you so to indirectly try to cheer you up. Maybe i'm just fooling myself in things? Why the hell would a useless me make a different in your life? You,who got so much friends in life that's always there for you whenever you're feeling sad would need me? Maybe it's time for me to accept this cruel fact. The fact that it's me who is lonely inside. And the fact that i still do kinda .............. You.
Time is ticking as the days,weeks,and months passes by my life. Telling me the day will be coming soon. The day whereby i'll leave your life and the day you would forget this burden on your in life.