Saturday, October 23, 2010
When you thought things are already over,it ain't.
I think i'm getting lazy to blog nowadays. Or rather i don't wish to blog about stuff. Stuff that i really shouldn't let anybody know ya? Somehow i feel myself losing the ability to judge like in the past. Maybe i have just close the eyes in my heart now? I think lots had changed in me. It kinda don't really feel like me anymore? It feel like i became another person? One who won't care about what happen in the class anymore? One who won't try to help solve things when i know the problem? One who just wanna escape from my own feeling because i know in the end this feelings will just turn their claws and attack me eventually.
I thought i could do it. I thought i could face everything but the truth is that it's just sleeping in my subconscious mind,waiting for the trigger to once again start it.
