Wednesday, June 30, 2010
To make the people around you happy,you must first make yourself happy.
Didn't went to work today. Hmm one day pay gone,well take this as a chance to rest ba. I am going to get my May pay soon! Woo. It's about 130.80 or 103.80. i forgot how much it is,but i know for sure the 6 day work day i gotten 100+! Woohoo! =D
HAIS. Don't feel like saying anything bout yesterday night.
Friday, June 25, 2010
Why Should I Care! FUCK!
Back to school today. Slacking the day off.
Thursday, June 24, 2010
The gate to heaven has close and i will be back in hell soon.
To bite more then you can bite and chew faster then you could chew. We are all human and we should do what we can do and not try to do more then what we can do. What within our ability is set,we can neither change it all we could do is face it.
2 days of slacking at work has come to an end. Next week will be back to hell. All i could do is just pray for the better! LOLs.
Sunday, June 20, 2010
When hell break lose,it's where you'll find the real me.
Just now i went to queentown shopping centre to shop for shop. I bought a shoe from world industries. Hmm,actually i wanted to buy white colour but only have black for my size! Damn man! Well so i walk around,actually wanted to buy shirt too. So i saw a jacket! I found the kind of jacket i am looking for! Going to buy that next week maybe? Possible ba.
Saturday, June 19, 2010
说了再见真的是再见?
What's is more important? Following the feeling in my heart and chase after the feeling? Or to just let go of what you feel deep down inside and wish that person is happy even if you know it's going to hurt so much so much from now on? The time for the Last Goodbye is finally coming...
Friday, June 18, 2010
Shit,my thought is going hay wire!
This week i am under Adeline and it was really surprise that this week i was able to slack so much under her? Maybe it's because it's holiday that's why there isn't much things to do? I think this week the hardest things i done in her side is Stock Taking? Crazy so much mess at her side! I only done one side of the lab the whole day today! FREAK! Oh,i think the best thing that happen this week is Tuesday? We slacked the whole day doing absolutely NOTHING! Surprised? I been working like a dog when i am under her that week,and this week i was able to SLACK? Scary slacking when i under her.
Shit man,my thought are really going crazy this few days! Damn man! It already been a PAST. Shit why can't i forget it? DAMN,I REALLY HATE MYSELF!
Monday, June 14, 2010
I am a Baller who lost his passion.
What right do i have as a baller anymore? When i can give up the thing i once liked so much easily as if it was nothing? My heart doesn't beat when i hear the sound of basketball anymore like the past. What's left is just an empty shell.
What i been through. How i feel isn't something that just anybody will understand. It just seem this 1year+ that past has been like a life lesson for me. I feel like i am learning and understanding life all over again. But this time i am the one experiencing it first hand unlike last time.
Feeling suck and useless whenever i can't help someone. All i can do is just watch. Hate myself for being such a useless guy!
Sunday, June 13, 2010
I AM A COMPLETE FAILURE.
Last night went out till it was like 1.30am before i went home. Feeling sucks.
Saw wei zhang and yong kai at mac just now. Been so long since i met them. Misses those days when we played basketball together with the gang. HMM.
Saturday, June 12, 2010
No hope is the best hope till it become true.
I think i am working 6 day a week rather than 5 day a week? Also it's at 2 different work place! LOLs. No choice since i am damn bored and i really wanna buy lots of things! But i think my first pay is coming soon,possibly next week i'll be able to get my pay for the first month? Hmm,i think i got so much things that i wanna to buy that i don't know which one to start buying first? Hahas,i thinking of buying contact lens,hmm. Well,get my first pay first ba? Then decide on things. But i still have to buy a Casual Formal shirt for the Zhong Hua Secondary Staff dinner on 1/9/10. Still got a long way,but what the hell is casual formal? Hmm,not sure what kind of shirts to buy,anybody got any idea? =).
It's a miracle that i actually remember what i did and ate yesterday!? Hmm,really forgetful now. Maybe it's cause of it? =D.
Well yesterday i went to cut hair with beng,then meet up with tay,yan and hock soon. I wasn't really expecting lijjuan,ahwan and cherlyn to be there at the cc too. So had dinner with the boys idiot =P.
Why is my heart still beating so fast whenever i pass by the basketball court? Why is my heart still burning with flame when i see my basketball? Isn't it something that i have already given up? Am i so useless? I can't give up basketball. Mostly importantly i can't forget her...
Sunday, June 6, 2010
If i have a choice between the world and you,i would choose you!
Back from the house warming session from my cousin house. There's a sky garden on top of the house. The view there was so damn nice. I was even able to watch the sunset just now. Even though i been watching the sunset almost everyday in the past when i was working at Jurong Island,but the view was different and the feeling you have when you watched the sunset down that moment was also different too. Then suddenly i remember of some of my memories at the sky garden. I remember the other time during December where i went to OC sky garden with someone and view the town. Was beautiful.
Saturday, June 5, 2010
A lost mean one step closer to winning the next time.
Back from the ASGF competition in iluma. The competition is on Sudden Attack and for you people information i ain't playing in the competition =). Bascially a total loss for both Xtremist team. Well can't be blame as Otaku and ODY are strong team. But Chuan team manage to trash TPK! Doppel team lose to SNP and forget the other 2 team. Didn't really notice their match to see if they win or not. But the lan shop there today are very crowded with people. There're also Audition competition there. WoW so many Girls in Guy Clothes!(FYI they're guy,just being sarcastic bout them playing Audition=D). So bascially it mean it's hard to walk around with the crowded. After the competition we went to eat Empire State! Judging from the name,you can tell the bill we pay is WOOT! 3 person $83.90.
Limping the whole night after i reach home from my work yesterday. I think it's because i been standing and walking too much this whole week and cause muscles cramped at night. Morning was still limping and still hurt when i go to bugis! WooT! Now i am very very tired =D. So i just gonna stop here.
Not going to blog bout emo stuff! =D. If not later someone gonna say me again! I so scared =P.
Friday, June 4, 2010
The hardest thing in life is "Letting Go"
Finally i have reach end of the week. While all the trouble has ended for the week in Zhonghua Secondary but also mark the start of another trouble! I need write my weekly reflection for this week. Not sure what to write for this week. HMM. Choose one task i done? I been like doing washing and washing and arranging and arranging almost the whole week! A week of hell and next week i still have to continue! Really can't take it much longer of those pampered kid there! ARGH! Break my tolerance level and what you get is a fucking crazy bastard scolding those pampered kid! Really like thinking this,Top School? Give such a pampered student? Dare call yourself Top School? Or is it that "Top School" produce pampered student that don't even wish their own things after practical? Anyhow leave things lying there when instruction is given? Pure Sciences Student ar? PUII! ARGH! Keep Your Cool! Telling myself this whole day! I think there's a limit to everything. And those student are passing my limit pushing it back so much! I suddenly remember someone told me this some day ago. When will you stop running away? I think i been running and running for so long like that person say that i forgot how to stop? But sometime i just feel that maybe the best choice in life to solve a problem is by running ba? Maybe this is just my excuses to escape from the cruel reality but one thing that person said make me think a lot that night is that will it help in this problem? I never really think bout this cause i been running and running away from the problem and not willing to face the truth after it happen half a year ago.
