Monday, July 18, 2011
WHAT TO DO?
What should i do now? Hang on to the very last bit of hope i have? Or rather hang on to the very last bit of delusion hope i have? I knew all along that when i let you go that night,i won't be able to hold you in my arm again. LOVE? I love you! But does it matter? I finally got the courage to say i like you to you,but the truth is i really want to say is i love you. But maybe i am just a weakling. A weakling that can't even say out the really feeling i want to say. A weakling that doesn't dare to say YES I REALLY WANT TO BE WITH YOU NO MATTER WHAT! GIVE ME A CHANCE!? But NO! I am a weakling that don't even dare to admit it. I am a weakling that only avoid it. Saying i don't mind,i don't mind. But i mind! I wanna be with you! A chance to be with you! But maybe by running away this time again is the best choice i'll ever made for you? Who know if i can even bring you happiness? RIGHT?
TEARS? SADNESS? HAPPINESS? ANGER? Why isit all coming back to me? I thought i could make my heart be as cold as ice. But maybe i'm just a human after all.
