HAIS!I am seriously freaking not sure what am i to think or to do now.My mind is like suddenly filled with her.I seem to keep talking about her suddenly.WTF is with me sia!?I seem to be sinking deeper and deeper into this suddenly feeling for her.But i seriously still don't know what i like about her.Some time i think i am going crazy.I will try to avoid her as much as i can bah,but i know one thing for sure,i won't be able to.Also i will never tell her the truth!
Decided to go back to basketball!I am not sure if it's the right choice to made.I think she helped me to find back my confidence in basketball.Basketball has been my life for the past few years.But i think i lost myself for a period of time.I think it's time to find back myself,find back the lost soul deep inside of me.It's time to lighten up the fire of passion for basketball inside of me!I never gonna extinguish that fire again!I never gonna give up my basketball again.I am sorry my basketball!But at least you found a better owner=).